Friday after Thanksgiving. Spoke to my siblings and some of their kids. Actually went to Sears for car maintenance, walked across the parking lot to Sears; bought a nice battery drill combo I've needed to years. Sad about Sears, their cash register is 20 years old. Took forever to check out. Walked the mall a little: millennials wandering around looking at their phones. Fuck. Had a great turkey meal Thursday, Friday we ate at Fish city Grill; great place to eat. Just Linda and I this holiday. That's not the norm, we normally go to her sisters house. This was nice, we don't need anyone around.

ANIMAL FLEX, WHAT A PRODCT!!! Co-worker told me about animal flex, a Glucosamine Chondroitin supplement. Works wonders for arthritis, try it. Don't know what to do with my life anymore, bored stiff. work, eat, sleep. Sold the boat, no more lake for us. Finally went to the Big Town gun show, met a lady selling CBD products there. Bought the full spectrum CBD for Linda, she's doing much better on the CBD and animal flex. Fuck, I don't know why I even do this, not a single person in the world gives a fuck about me. Definitely not suicidal, just board and disappointed with the world. Everyone wants things on their terms, no time for me. Still warm in Dallas Texas, hoping for cooler weather soon.

2019! I've been living the Dallas, Texas since '86. Mom died recently. We always visited her on her birthday and Thanksgiving. Linda and I are still together, hope it stays that way. I know no other life other than my spot in east Dallas. Exercising some, quit smoking a few years ago. I've removed most family and friends from my Facebook. Family never contacts me, friends from high school were never really friends: that took me years to figure out. Brother Bob is still living in Amarillo, Tx. He's ate up with diabetes. Years of drinking Budweiser caught up to him. Sisters Debbie and Lori are still good.